Tuesday, January 13, 2009

hey sarah i just wanted to tell u this tonight... i f!@#ing love you.. im sorry for how things between me and you go im just terrified to loose you... lol and sorry for asking how much me and you can hang im just trying to figure if my mom will be home so we can chill or if i should hang with some other people.. and please don't get stronger cause thats one of my turn ons i dont tell people. i know its weird lol but like if i ws teasing you or wrestling you and u pinned me to the bed id get !u@king turned on enourmously. lol and its not all about sexs even tho sexs once and a while would be nice bb but im not asking for it if we fuck we fuck but lol my real goal is to tease u like i did with samantha were i teased her rank and she ended up cumming lol omg that was so hot urg.. but like if ur mad at me i don't know why ok.

But like

Thursday, January 8, 2009

I don't wanna hurt her anymore by pushing her away and trying to bring her back into my life

Hello My Name Is Dallas For The Last 2-3 Weeks I Have Really Started Liking This One Girl Named Sarah Shes, Pretty, Nice, Amazing Body/figure, She Makes Me SMile, Laugh, And When I Look In Her Eye's Im Willing To Take A Bullet For Her But There's One Bad Thing. Im one of those people who tries with all their might to push someone away, just to see them still be there after I am done.

Sarah If You Are Reading Thing I Want You To Know I Want To Have A Great Relationship With You The One Bad Thing That Would Happen Is That I Have A Nack For Pushing People Away Not To See If They Will Be There For Me.
Well My Only Fear Is That I Will Loose You In The End. Im Sorry For All The Times I Hurt You And Made You Cry. If You Hate Me Or Don't Wanna Date :( Well I Understand.... But If You Do Then I Know I Can Trust You.. And No I Don't Take My Anger Out On You It's Just Me Trying To Push You Away From Helpong Me..
The Reason For That Is When I Was 8 My Grandpa Promised To Be There For Me And So Have Many People They Promise To Stay With Me No Matter What But They All Lied Except My Grandpa Who Drowned In A Backhoe On Jan 08 2007 When I Was 14...
He Was Working On The Ice And The Back Hoe Fell Through And He Died.. By The Time The News Got To Me I Was Crying And Screaming How Could You Leave Me You Promised To Be There For Me.. But No One Can Promise To Be There Forever. And Today Is Year 2 Since His Death I Just Wanna Let Him Know I Love Him Even When He Hit Be.. Good-Bye Grandpa I Love You...



Oh And Sarah Im Sorry For Asking Alot About How Much You Like Me I Just Like You Alot And I SomeTimes I Feel Like Your Laughing At Me:( I've Had Some One I Really Liked Who Did That To ME I Told Her EveryThing Well Almost I've Told You More. But She Ended Uo Making Lies And Telling EveryOne. So Im Sorry If I Do That... And Iam Sorry For Being A Pathetic Teen.. Trust Me When I Say I Wish My suicide Attempts Haden't Failed..:( I Tried To Hang MY Self But My Grandma Stopped Me In Time While I Was Saying Good Bye To MY Little Cousin, Another Time I Took A Bunch Of Sleeping Pills And Wen't For A Walk And Must Have Passed Out While Walking Home I Don't Know If I Was Hit By A Car But Some People Stopped And Picked Me Up And Took Me To MY Grandma's Were They Told Her That I Was Hit By A Car. They Later Took Me To The Hospital Well Immediatly In An Ambulance But When I Was There I Was Swearing And Cursing And Telling The Doctors And Nurse's To Get The Fucking Hands Off Me. My Auntie Also Found A Knife in MY Pocket. But When I Woke Up I Found Out That My Knee Cap That Circle Thing Were You're Leg Bends Went To The Back Of My Leg. But The One Thing That I Remember Was The The Walk And My Dream Which I Found Out Really Happened
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If You Would Still Like To Date Just Tell Me On Text Ok Or If You Don't Well Please Tell Me..
And If You Wanna Know Anything Else Just Ask